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[Sep. 3rd, 2006|10:03 pm] |
Right now I'm in a cabin just outside of Salem with Jack. We both decided with everything going on right now...we just needed to get away. And no, nothing is going on between us, as Billie insinuated. We are just two friends dealing with the same problem.
A problem which apparently, everyone seems to be taking Bo's side on. I never would have thought I would have my husband cheat on me, impregnate my cousin, and then to top it all off, have half of Salem blaming me for reacting too harshly. I'm sorry, I've never dealt with anything like this before..this is the only way I know how to react.
At least I have my father and my son on my side. I don't know what I'd do without them. |
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[Aug. 29th, 2006|06:35 pm] |
So right now I am updating from my father's computer. He was kind enough to let me stay with him during my current situation. I couldn't really stay at my own home right now.
Bo is being understanding, but for the time being, I think it would be best for us to take some time apart. Who knows, I might move back in tomorrow, and I might not ever go back - I'm not sure I can forgive Bo for what he has done, and with my best friend no less. After that arguement we had today, I don't know where we stand. I can't seem to shake the feeling that Bo wanted this to happen all along.
For right now, I'm just happy being with my dear father. I'm sure we'll have a marvelous time together. |
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[Aug. 9th, 2006|07:08 pm] |
Hello Salem
I'm still not feeling quite myself, the stress of the last couple of weeks has really taken its toll. But I'm home now, with my wonderful husband and family.
I don't remember too much about what happened to me, one moment I was preparing to renew my wedding vows, and the next I was tied up in some remote location. It was horrible, I wanted so badly to see my beloved Bo again. Fortunately, my father came looking for me and was able to rescue me. I don't know what I would do without my father.
It feels good to be home, however. I can not wait to catch up with my friends and family...I'm sure we'll have a lot to talk about.
-Hope |
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[Jul. 13th, 2006|02:24 pm] |
Last night was really great. I had been really worried about Bo working so much, and us not seeing eachother as much, but we talked and I think we have worked things out. He even got down on his knee and proposed! We haven't set a date yet, but I can't wait to renew our vows. It will be so nice to have all our family and friends there, and to be able to show Bo how much I still love him.
We also talked about the fact that JT is actually in the same class as Mackenzie. It's killing me not knowing what is going on with him right now, so Bo came up with an idea. Abby, do you think you could look into setting up a playdate for JT, Mackenzie and Zack? I just want to be able to get some answers. |
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[Jul. 1st, 2006|10:05 am] |
Things have been going pretty well here at the Brady house. Mackenzie slept over to play with Zack the other night. They were so cute together, just two little bundles of energy. I had been over at the Devereaux's, talking with Abby when Mackenzie asked if she could stay overnight. Abby and I had a good talk, and I learned something that..well, Bo, I'd really like to tell you in person.
Speaking of Bo, it seems that Carly won him in my dad's auction. That's nice, I mean, I didn't really even know that the two had been talking again. But they should have a nice time. I just wish I had been at the auction so I could have made a bid myself. |
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[Jun. 23rd, 2006|06:08 pm] |
I ran into Belle at the Brady Pub the other day. She was with Ben, he's so adorable. It was a little weird, we haven't really talked since the divorce..but she did help me to realize some things. Maybe her and Shawn really aren't meant to be together. Shawn's even seeing someone now, which is good, I'm happy for him.
I talked to Abby as well, and she's planning on attending university in the fall. I'm really proud of her...and I wish Chelsea would follow her example. I love Chels, but she has to learn some responsibility. Maybe I'll talk to John, see what he thinks about it.
Bo's been busy lately with this whole Billie fiasco..I don't know any details, just that they really need him. Bo, if you're reading this, I know you're busy, but do you think we could talk? I'd really like to see you.
***Private Entry***
I know what Belle said at the Pub shouldn't still be bugging me...I mean, she was just defending herself, and she did apologize profusely afterwards. Still...I think a part of me knows that on some level, she's right. Bo and I don't spend as much time together anymore. We're always working, or I'm with Chelsea, or now, he's with Billie. I just wish I knew what to do. And if Belle noticed it...does everyone else notice it too?
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[Jun. 11th, 2006|07:22 pm] |
So Zack just had a birthday. He had his birthday at Chuck E Cheese, and I'll tell you, I didn't think we would ever get him out of that ball pit. I think he's still a little bitter we made him come home. He's six years old now. I can't believe it! He's growing up so fast! Before you know it, he'll be graduating like his big sis Chelsea.
Chelsea looked so sweet walking across that stage, I was so proud of her. I just hope she starts thinking about college soon. Maybe Shawn can talk to her. He took a break from university, but he went back and worked hard, and look at him today. He's such a good example for her.
Bo and I haven't got to spend too much time together lately. We've both been so busy working, and I was planning Zack's party...still, it feels weird to not be around him as much. I hope we can see eachother more soon. |
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[May. 31st, 2006|04:55 pm] |
Guess I should probably update, huh?
Not too much is going on with me right now. Zack is starting to get really antsy, he's really excited for summer. Bo and I are just trying to keep him focused until it actually comes. Maybe we'll host a barbecue or something to celebrate the summer. It seems like too long since I've spent time with everyone.
We haven't heard too much about J.T. yet. We've tried contacting Glen and Barb, but not much luck. I hope we can visit him soon, it's so weird knowing he's so close, but we still haven't visited him.
Well, sorry this is so short, but I promised Gran I would go bake cookies with her. |
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[Mar. 28th, 2006|02:20 pm] |
It's been awhile since I've had time to update this thing. I guess it's about time that I do!
Bo has already told all of you that JT is back in town, along with Glen and Barb. We didn't even find out from either of them, we found out from Abby. I don't really know what to think. Giving up JT was one of the hardest things I ever had to do. And now, knowing that he's so close to us, yet still so far away...it's heartbreaking. I want to see him, and not just the occasional visits that Bo and I are allowed. I want him back in my life. I want him to be my son again.
And speaking of sons, I am really proud of the way Shawn is handling things lately. Even with Belle wanting a divorce, he's still managing to take care of his schoolwork, not to mention he is an amazing father to Ben. He really has grown up in to a fine young man.
Well, I should be going. It's been awhile since I've seen Chelsea, and I think we're going to go spend some time together. |
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[Feb. 22nd, 2006|09:35 pm] |
Things have been going pretty good around here. Bo and I had a great Valentines Day. He's still the most romantic man in the world, and I'm so lucky to have him. Chelsea is working on her community service and I'm really proud of how well she's doing. I know she's made some mistakes in the past but she's trying to correct them, and I couldn't be happier about that. And I believe Abby said she had something she wanted to tell Bo and me, so maybe we'll be able to go over tomorrow night. Then we can visit with Jack and Jen, and J.P. and Mackenzie, too. Boy, their family sure has gotten big!
I haven't talked to Shawn lately so I don't know any of the details of what's going on between him and Belle but I really wish that they could work things out, especially for Ben. I still believe in my heart that those two belong together. I just hope things haven't gotten too complicated, now that he's living across the hall.
I also got the Brady Family picture we took a few weeks ago. I think we all look quite charming.
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